Pleasure to be here

I’m not even sure where to start. I didn’t have dinner last night. I slept very well, woke up about 4 to see what Cirmi wanted and emptied my bladder and enjoyed the rest of the time for another hour still in bed. I enjoyed it immensely. It was pure joy to be in the body. I still had a little nap until I woke up. I drank a glass of lukewarm salty water and ate a banana and an apple to fuel my body, washed my face, emptied my bowel, which was again pleasure in itself. Then I fed Cirmi and went out to warm up before my run. While I was running, as I looked at my long shadow on the field, I noticed with awe that around the shadow of my head the light was brighter. The shadow of my head was engulfed in a circle of light. I don’t want to overthink it, my hair is still quite short and it could be an optical phenomenon only, but it certainly made me wonder.
It was quite a fast run. I started after 5:45 and was surprised that when I started my 10-minute guided post-run stretch after my cooldown walk and simple leg stretch outside on the stairs, it was still only 6:45, so the run took about 45 minutes, which I was pleasantly surprised by. From the beginning, though, I paid attention to keep momentum in my movement, and at a point before I entered the next village, I realised that I got there quite quickly, not even noticing some of the properties on the way which I always observed before. I just kind of got there, like teleportation. And this was also the point when I noticed the light around the shadow of my head. All these just boosted my energy, and I carried on in the same or even increased pace.
Then, interestingly, the deep stretch and the shower took around the same time as my run, but the sense of time was so different. Of course, the run felt longer. It’s interesting how much difference it makes when your activity is intense and when you relax, in the perception of time. It just reminds me of that time is really just the “side-effect” of the manifested world, but otherwise, it doesn’t seem important or even real.
My sexual energy is continuously getting into higher states; I can feel it in my entire body. It’s beautiful, and I still have the desire to share it with another human being. And it’s an “and” not a “but”. Sharing it consciously, in full presence, and awareness. My gratitude and appreciation of this beautiful body and life are on a high level.
This isn’t the first time that I have experienced this truly pleasurable, restful state in the morning, which is undoubtedly due at least partially to simply skipping the dinner. I wonder why we forget the things that serve us, so easily and just discover ithem anew. And then we remember again. The experience is subtle in a sense but still intense. I will remember this and create a rule for myself to keep skipping dinner. Sleep is so much better; you just wake up in a vibrant energy. So beautiful.